6 Jan 09

Yester mornin, finally genald contract me. He told me tht he gt drunk by his friends on 30 dec nite in seatosa and lost his hp. His mum fall sick suddenly in ipoh so he have to rush bck. I ask wherever he gt left some msg in my father (if I gt the wrong idea) thn u knw wat I gt the answer. it's nt for me bt the msg is very misleading and something is gg on.

the msg is like this :

hey I just done w my appt here n judt gt my phone charging nw. Yes should take e pill, I felt terrible over last nite... I'm sorry I shouldn't have crossed e line, knwing i could nvr afford e time to take care of a gf... it's wouldn't be fair 2 u w e kind of schedule i run. I can be ur best frien n clud buddy.

after i readed it over agin, I was very sure tht there's somethin gg on. I sms him to call after his wk at nite. i waited his call until 12+am. I was having some chat with regine at our HDB dwnstair HDB. I started out something gd and showing concerns abt his mum thn I was seriously ask him abt this.

Finally he admitted tht he kissed the gal, I told him off tht u nt respecting me as ur gf and u knw tht u gt gf and doing all this shit. I'm was talking in suckup way tht I will try to kiss other guys in front of him nxt time. let him knw wat's e taste of this feeling!!! I asked him tht when is tht happened & he explained tht he went with his polytechnic friends & get drunk agin. I told him off tht if u dun knw hw to drink, better watch out e amt u can take it. If u want to go with ur friends, let knw who & when. I wouldn't control u.

This round he's really betrayed my trust & I also dunno wherever I will trust him in future or nt. Too bad tht I'm very smart as a gf & I'm very observed with changes. If he think he can fool me like this, he was wrong. I have plenty of suitors, with or w/o him. doesn't a matter for me becos I have learned tht if he's urs, he will be urs. I won't throw temper like b4 and even nw when I'm talking with him phone last night, I was extremely cool tone. Was I'm nt normal???